Some of you may know or have realised that Saturday marks the 50 days to go point, which, according to a foolish post made way back when promises were a dozen for a penny, means that I should have completed a 5-hour solo century. I choose to interpret the wording of this target as liberally as possible, and say that it means by the end of said date, which gives me Saturday to accomplish it.
Somehow.
I am not ready for it, that's for sure. I've given my legs a spin today, and shall completely rest them tomorrow, but there's no getting around the fact that 20mph for more than an hour is still a challenge for me. I need every advantage I can get.
I'm going to get a few of said advantages, touch wood. I've selected the Isle of Bute as my parcours for the day. With a 22 mile main loop, any time I post would be illegal according to the British Road Records Association, but traffic is light, there is a single set of traffic lights and one mini-roundabout, and somewhere around 150m of climb per lap. Weather is set to be overcast, with 6mph winds from the south-east. Couldn't ask for better.
Some advantages, though, I won't allow myself. Whilst the road is hardly representative of Wales, I want my ride to be as close as possible, which means carrying two bottles on the bike plus food in my jersey and repair kit in the saddle bag. I'll be wearing my peaked, cross-country helmet, and won't be attaching bar extensions. For a course where weight will make marginal difference, but aerodynamics will feature heavily, I'm basically just sticking one finger up at my lower back and saying "get on with it".
Bute is the best chance I've got. If I miss this target, I don't know how I'll recover in time.
This blog is in danger of becoming rather depressingly negative sometimes, so I feel I should point out that I'm not purely a swirling vortex of thought-electrons. True, I have some doubts about how rapidly my speed is increasing, and, indeed, threshold power seems to have been stuck since shortly after Christmas, but I do also have nice thoughts.
One of the more bizarre ones is one that I've noticed echoed by other cyclists in literature. A road cyclist spends a lot of time staring at various parts of their body in various states of mental instability, (stop sniggering at the back), and it's not uncommon to hear that some find that they derive pleasure from strange things. There's the obvious rhythm and speed (again, stop it!), but some start to find their wrists, or their arms, or hands, rather beautiful. It's not necessarily narcissism - it's just a by-product of looking at things for a very long time in a very weird state of mind.
So, then. My thing that I like about me when I cycle: my knees. More specifically, the shadow of my knees into my lower legs with the sun behind me as I piston my way eastward at the end of a day. I got to see this a lot in Cornwall, so I suppose it's only natural that I find some pleasure in it. The thought of transmitting so much power and strength through a joint that appears half the width of the calf that swoops out beneath it, descending and rising roughly three times every two seconds, is as much a picture of home to me as a front door. I've seen that shadow scudding across so many roads as I make my way towards wherever I'm to lay my head for that night that it joins together every one of them - every ride, and every night. All roads are one.
I'll just keep riding them faster.
Anybody else have a favourite part of themselves whilst cycling?
Good trails!



